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What's going on in my twisted life?

It really was ages I didn't have such a hard time talking of money, earnings and jobs. Taxes, bills and other unavoidable expenses are just killing me. I work just to pay them and I've got nothing left at the end of the month. A mostly shared situation here in Italy, in the last months. But still, hard to handle.

In order not to think about the shit I described up here, I lose myself into dreams. As usual. A nice and effective way to achieve my goal. I write. About those two demigods who love each other no matter what. And writing on, and on, and on, I created my own safe universe where to breathe far from the shitty real world I have to face every fucking day of my life. I'm not depressed, or sad, or upset, even if it'd be justifiable if I was. On the contrary, living my two little lovers' lives makes me far happier than I have been since ages. And, because I'm able to feel like that thanks to my dreams, I guess I'm lucky.
So far, I've finished chapter 5 and I'm very, very happy with it, even if writing it literally consumed my heart.

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And I'm on the 6th already.
Who's reading my story here and there keeps telling me it's very good, and I'm so proud of myself. Cuz if I know I can write a pretty good Italian (I teach it, so I'd be a very bad teacher if I couldn't =P ), I was not so sure about my English. Knowing it's good instead, and knowing my "style" is intriguing, as is my story, makes me yearn to go on with it. And I will. ;)

What about the rest?
I met some new people in my life, they share my passions, they're crazy as I am, they're sunny and funny and it's a regenerating pleasure to spend my time with them anytime I can.
And in the meanwhile, I can't but be optimist as always: real times will change, sooner or later, this fucking lack of money shit can't last forever.
I will be back on fractals as well, eventually. ;)

Now let me feature some other gorgeous Thorki art, because I need to. :heart:
Some images are NSFW and all of them involve M/M love. If you're not ready for such stuff, just turn your eyes away and look somewhere else. ;)

THORKI-02 by Veilchen Piggyride by MicoSol The Time He Was Found Worthy by NautilusL2 Rettssaken by Nikolicious
Deterrent Acceptance by slugette:thumb341812069: thorki~~~~ by kakachan brother, by chatoyais
Fate Brought Us Apart by Ecthelian ZZzzz by VeggieStudio You would never hurt me by liduke Don't cry, brother by moscovia
:thumb323621931: Jotun Thorki: Commission by IdentityPolution Melting ice. by jen-and-kris brother fight by VeggieStudio
Languor by green-feline Cuddling by ASAMESHII:thumb341246879: THORKI by Slashpalooza
Sweet good morning, brother by ASAMESHII On the rainbow bridge. by jen-and-kris ThorKi - I'm here, brother - GIFTART by Lehanan .sentiment. by kayshasiemens
nostalgia for the light , by megatruh:thumb306068245: Thorxloki by setsuna1111
:thumb209567354: Avengers by NsosDA Loki and Thor by Nay-Hime Push and punish by Oriental-Lady
I do what I need by Ariequi a worthy brother . by megatruh [FA] Thor, you idiot! by seirenity
:thumb313658329: Thorki - the monster by sinoaXu:thumb328152148: :Comis: Thoki Time to home by PrinceOfRedroses
Worthy to hold Mjolnir by Kibbitzer:thumb299795941: Avengers_Thor _X_ Loki _Hand in hand by H-E-E-R-O-Y-U-Y thor/loki by superrate
loki by CircusMayer

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Madness by CandySpookyLolita
:thumb307925510: Darkness. Thor/Loki (V.1) by the-ALEF

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A special :blowkiss: to :iconsuicidebysafetypin: and to all my #Aposhack peeps! I love you all!!! :love: :love: :love:
Everybody join us there! :headbang:
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piethein21's avatar
hope you get back on track financially... our gouverment is sending shitloads of money in "your direction" I hope that helps xD